2009年10月9日星期五

speech.less.
your smiles.can cure me.

many things happened recently.
i found that my starting first sentence was always the same.
but,heck care.
bully,acc,eating.
whatever incident,but i was like the eye-witness.
and also,i stuck in between of them.
i dont noe who believe nor should anyone tell me who to believe.
i choose,after much consideration,believe both.
see,i can do that.i wont give much comments on B when i am with A.nor do i do that to A.
fair enough.for both.

anyway,i think they both felt hurt.sad.
Reimi the same,Al too,Ange also,Merry wasn't the exception.
Nat wasnt quite involved,and that pleased me.
coz if 3/3 are emoing,i dont noe what to do then.
i dont noe what CSJ,CWY and Mrs Yang had done to Al,but apparently,he's sad and worried.
I also dont noe what CSJ done to Merry,obviously her eyes were red.
Neither do i noe what CWY done to Ange,she skipped two meals.
Have no idea what Lok LS done to Reimi and Her friends,but she felt broken.
i felt so bad.for seeing them,my dearest darlings suffering.
how do they continue with their EOY when they weren't even mentally prepared?
cant the teachers juz wait after EOY?
i noe it's serious.but only 3 or4 days left.
we get more energy to deal with this kind of things after EOY,dont we?
seriously,i really dont understand.
it's so complicated too.
why the teachers have to blown up this matter?
why there's so much things happened in three days time?

and why do i happen to see them crying?it makes my heart so pain...

witnessed gang fight this afternoon,about 4.2o something.
actually wanted to blog more details but mind is full of others .
juz briefly say something ba.
bunch of malays,one of them face covered with blood,the other one's t-shirt's torned.
only 4 of them realy fought,the others were stopping them.
and they kept saying 'f' word and showing their middle finger.
police came,ambulance also.
and i was standing there for about half an hour.
simply cool and excited.wanna join also.
haha.but i will get disfigured if they punch my face:P

back to them again,MJ do hope to see your smiles.
and although MJ's not a Christian but MJ will still pray to god that hope you all will be fine.
Hope Reimi will get better.
Hope Al and Ange's parents wont be informed.
Hope Merry wont get too stressed up.
Nat's fine,i noe and thank god for it.

byes,darlings.
loved.


♥mengjiao>>sign off





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" She's innocent once,
living in her perfect and kind world
She smiled to everyone and anyone,
Not if that and that and this and this happens.."




She's born in 24 may.
She bites the back of her hand and cut her own wrist.
She hates her totally screw life including families,relationships and herself.
She can be kind if you dont ask for more.
She needs respect for her own piracy.
She desires love but despises love.
She doesn't like to hate.
She's motionless and feeling-less to almost all things.
She's easily touched by your little actions.
She's smiling all the time yet her heart is a big black hole.
She wish life could be fairer.
She hopes to meet her saviour.
She wants someone who can understand her.
She doesn't accept people who misunderstood her.
She can lend her shoulder to let you rely anytime anywhere.
She has another personal blog at QQ.
She will update here with her QQ(most prob) which mainly in chinese.
LOVE her OR simply LEAVE her alone. & Hey, Know her more if you read her diaries.
SHE'S REALLY NOT THAT EASY TO UNDERSTAND.



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